To be Melissa

Have you ever had someone in your life that you physically could not hide anything from? I do.

I have like four. It's interesting I am fantastic at hiding things, that is until you get to know me. Then I am a fountain, I HAVE to say exactly how I feel, and why I'm feeling like this in order to work anything out inside my head.

If I don't do this I start burying myself inside, and throwing up walls, and getting sort of emotionally sick. I am not sure if that really makes sense to anyone, or if any one else is like that. It's quite possible that this is one of those extrovert things that I just don't fully comprehend.

Like I have to be around people for several hours a day, or I get not only weird, but lost. I just start pulling inward, and pushing not only people out, but God out. Which... hello... it just doesn't work. Whenever I try to work something out on my own... it just doesn't work.

SO I don't have a pretty package to wrap this up with- it's basically a question for those of you who know me, and almost a hope that someone understands me.